the night without my bolster

for the past 1 ++++, almost 2 years .... I sleep with my bolster almost every night ...

Baby has his own pillow to hug and sleep with ...


But yesterday night, Baby wanted to exchange his pillow with my bolster and we did ...

zzz ... zzz ...

I found it very difficult to go to sleep ... turning and tossing in the middle of the night ...

trying to get to a comfortable position to zzz ...


perhaps my bolster is not with me ... don't have this sense of security ... hahaha ...

just like now, I am jobless ... penniless ... haha ...

having no income each month ...

making me emotionally unstable sometimes ...

however, I am still fortunate enough to have Baby with me ... =)

taking care of me and supporting me ...


I really love you, my dear ...

thanks for being there for me .... =D