So disappointed ...

The harder I try, the more my heart turns "cold".

I feel disappointed and lousy at this point of my life. It is so difficult to find true friends. Let alone finding my true love.

Am I giving up? Or am I just grumbling?

Is it my periodic mood swing? Or is it time for me to look for other forms of love in life?

I really don't know.

As for now, let me take a step at a time and hopefully, there is light very soon ...