2 days = 2 years?!

2 days later ...

it will be our 2 years anniversary ... =)

how time flies ...


ups and downs ... like riding in a roller coaster ...

I would like to thank Baby for his support during this period of hardship ...

so being jobless doesn't mean no good hor ...

at least I know Baby really loves me ... =D

:]

am I expecting too much?!

4.5 months ...

my friend told me that I will get a job after I passed this time length ...

but till now, I am still jobless ... :(


am I expecting too much?

did I say anything irrelevant during my interviews? :|


I feel so useless ...

I think God has left me since I had chosen Baby over Him ...


Don't know what to say to God ...

Perhaps He knows what I want to say ...


So God, please do something ... answer me OK ... ... please ...

my heart is not strong enough ...

though I am still young ... 25 of age ...

but my heart is not strong enough ...


Dear God,

don't give me hope and take it away after that ...

it is like riding roller coaster ...

I am first in heaven and fall to hell thereafter ... ...


God, do you hear me?

do you read me?


God, give me an answer ... PLEASE ...

though I am still hopeful and positive, but I need a direction from You.


If You can, just talk to me ...

I am waiting ... :|