Ren suan bu ru tian suan ...

I was so excited about watching Forbidden City ...

why?!!

Kit Chan will be acting in this play ... although she has so called "retired" from the entertainment circle ...

I rang SISTIC to check out the prices & dates and also my friends to see whether they are keen to watch as well ...


All were sort of planned out but unfortunately ... haiz ...


I received a letter from SPF when I was back home last night ...

IMF training and deployment ...

It crashes with the dates Forbidden City is shown ... sian ...

Just hope I can be out on the 16 Sept ... if not ... haiz ...


Like I said, ren suan bu ru tian suan ...

No matter what ...

We will know it eventually ...

although sometimes we are not informed by the person involved ... but through the mouth of other "concerned" people ... =D


Perhaps he / she finds it hard / weird telling us ...

or perhaps he / she doesn't see a need to let us know ...


So why keep pressing on?!

Maybe we are humans ... and normally, human tends to be curious about people around them ... ;)


*Remember: curiosity kills the cat ... so be careful ... heehee ...

Look good ...

but doesn't mean taste / feel good ... =P


Humans always go for pretty and attractive things ...

as long as they look good on the outside, they will most likely to be good on the inside as well ...


But this is so NOT true ...

A nice, red apple may have worms when you cut it open ...


So I suggest we should spend more time on observing before deciding ...


Let us not be shallow people ... ...

... although we always tend to be one ... hahaha ...

True?!

Loving someone doesn't mean you need to possess him

But once you are with him, you will and MUST love him wholeheartedly ...


aaaaaaaaaaaaa ... ...

I kind of agree to it ...

Cool ... Chic ...

I really like my hairstyle alot ...

Though it is about the same as my old hairstyle that I had, but what makes it more OUTSTANDING is the logo which my hairstylist has "cut" it on my left side of my head.

Cool ...

Chic ...

On top of that, my hairstylist looks cute ... :P

I guess both creative hairstylists who have cutted my hair before are kind of gay friendly ...

or perhaps ... they are ...


Anyway, tonight we will be having farewell dinner for my colleague @ Market Cafe and after that, we will be going to K . ... T. ... V. ... yeah

Sick sick sick ...

2 days MC again ...

high fever ... 40 degree ... :(


haiz ... ever since I start working ... I have been falling sick ...

I guess it is time for me to take things slowly and have a healthier lifestyle ...

How many years in the row ...

How many years huh??

My galfriend said it is 3 years liao ...


Time really flies ... It is National Day next month ... our 41th Birthday ... :)

As our church is near to National Stadium (Geylang side), that explains why we always seem to have the privilege to watch the preview of the fireworks. =P

This year is not exceptional.

While we were eating and chatting in church, we heard loud bangs. Just as we had guessed, it was the fireworks as tonight was the preview night for National Day Parade 2006.

You can't imagine how beautiful and close up the fireworks are ... WoW ...
Besides, you have your close friends around you ... (although we are on the street of Geylang ... =P)

Anyway, perhaps this year will be the last year for us since National Stadium will be undergoing construction after this parade.

Nevertheless, I still hope I will have another chance watching fireworks with my dear friends again ...

Maybe when the new National Stadium is ready ...

or maybe I will have tickets to NDP 200...

yeah, maybe ... :D

200th posting

wow how time files ...

It is Friday already ... busy, busy week for me ...

anyway, I have been blogging for almost a year ... aaaaa ... 11 months to be exact ...

this will be my 200th posting tonight ...


During this one year, alot of things happened ...

Feeling changed ...

People changed ...

Agenda changed ...


I grow older ...

My mum grows older ...

Everyone grows older ...

But older doesnt mean wiser ... :P


I am glad to have my past so I can be what I am now ...

No regret, just looking forward to my future each and every day ...

Perhaps I may feel abit emotional when looking through photos taken long, long ... time ago ...


What the hack ... hahaha ... it's PARTY time ... should get ready now ... if not, I will be late ... =)

Taxi ...

not 240 anymore ...

I should call TAXI as 250 ... why ...

Because the fare went up ... :(


Anyway, I have been taking cab very often ...

so I guess I should do something about it ...

Friday night out ...

It has been quite sometimes since I met up with Lesile ...

We have known each other for a few years and I am always grateful that he is always there for me when I am down ... ;)


I am happy for him too as he has achieved so much for his career - a regional manager for a hotel group hor ... don't play play huh ... and he has really found the right one for him ... never tell me lor but anyway, forgive him lah since I am the first one among his friends to meet his partner =)


I always enjoy chatting with Lesile ... really enriching and enlightening ...
He said he will introduce his friends to me wow hahah don't know how true ... hahaha

anyway, hope to meet up with him and his partner soon :)

You hold me ... I hold you ...

You hold me ...

I hold you ...

Gal holds boy ...

Boy holds gal ...

Gal holds gal ...

Boy holds boy ... opps ... hahaha ... no lah ...


I was walking home last night and I saw a couple walking in front of me, holding hands ...

I told myself, "what BIG deal?! ... I also can ... hahaha ... "

And indeed, I was holding something hahaha ... an umbrella ... =P


Anyway, it is Friday and it is PARTY time ... maybe going clubbing with Huijia tomorrow ... ;)

Picking myself up ...

I am feeling better now ...

Yes, should have more things to keep me busy and occupied ...


Tomorrow will be a better day for me ... =D

Because of you ...

“I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid … …

- Kelly Clarkson”


I was hit by a great emotion …

I was down …

unsure …

wondering …

but I am still hopeful of finding my right person one day …

In the past, I've learned the hard way to love myself more and not to cause my heart so much misery.

And now, I am learning not to play on the safe side and try to trust you more

I really don’t wish to cry and forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life anymore …



I want to be happy ... and why do I feel this way all of the sudden?


Maybe I am lonely?!

or maybe I was sick this whole week?!



I am sure I will be fine ...

and yes, I will be fine soon ...