emotionally unbalanced ...

Just finished my 4 days reservist ...

these 4 days were meant to refresh and brush up our skills ...

at the same time, catch up with one another ...


everyone is doing fine ... living well ...

some are doing very very well ... earning quite abit ...

no need to work and can get so much $$$ ...


haiz ... tong ren bu tong ming ... haiz ...

no matter how hard I try to clear my bills, they are still the same ...

or even more than the last month's figures ...

very upset and disheartening ...


I know ...

we can't compare our lives with others ...

all I want is to have a simple life with not much worries ...

enough for me to support my family and to help my love financially ...

is it too much to ask for?!


God, give me a "weight" to balance my emotion ...

I hope I will be fine soon ...

please be with me!