What's the point ...

1. ... of making yourself to do a task when you are feeling miserable deep inside;
2. ... of doing this/that because it is for the sake of doing as it has been a part of your routine/duty since day 1;
3. ... of getting something/someone back to your side if it/he/she doesnt belong to you anymore;
4. ... of regretting when something is done cannot be undone?

Why? Is it because of our ethics that tells us to do so or our pride which we cant put it down?

In life, we hold different duties/responsiblities in different areas, just like having different shapes/sizes/colours of cups in our hand. It doesnt matter how expensive or cheap your cups are, but whatever is contained inside your cups means even more.

Enjoy and taste every single drop of the water (life) in your cups , be happy for who we are and what we want for we only live ONCE! =D

Monday ... any BLUE?

Yes, it is another brand new week. Weekend always seems to pass so fast. Two days of enjoyment and rest are never enough for me. How I wish I can be spared from all the work. haha Three words for me: IN MY DREAM! haha

You may be wondering where I am now. Take MC again to slack @ home? haha ... No, you are wrong. I am @ my workstation in my office. Though today is Monday, but I don't feel any blueness at all. Perhaps I am too tired and still aching from the workout I had on Saturday. Or perhaps my views of life are different from the past.

Anyway, I look forward to my "new" life. =) Four more days before weekend ... happy working!

Love = a notti boy, playing hide and seek with you?

I supposed to be out today but I decided to stay @ home instead. Why?

Perhaps I am not ready to meet anyone yet?

But I still look forward to dating and fall in love again, though my heart tells me not to rush ...

Or perhaps I have just gotten used to being single and alone by myself, not letting anyone to interrupt my singlehood?

Though being single for barely 3 and half months, but someone told me before, you can cultivate a habit within 21 days.

A habit of having no one by my side or just simply too afraid to commit?

I am not sure. I am confused. Perhaps just don't wish to lead anyone on ... I hope I could stop playing hide and seek very soon ... but as for now, I guess I will remain as where I am and let that someone look for me ... =)

Finally, my friends ...

it is set up at last ... my first, personal blog profile. It had been months since I wanted this but too lazy to get it done, haha ... or perhaps I am just a IT idiot. haha

I will be writing down all my emotional, experiences, encounters ... , which I will be going through in the future and I hope it could serve as a channel for my friends who are concerned about me, my life, my love, my dates ..., to know abit more about me by reading through my blog.

I am glad to have so many good friends around me to laugh with me when I am happy or stand by me when I am down. I treasure each and every of my friends more as compare to the past (THANK YOU) and I prefer to have a friend than a enemy (This is me, weird character!). Therefore, I believe that ex-steads could be friends after all.

I had been bumming into my ex unexpectedly at my workplace many times. There was no direct eye contact each time though except for one time (a direct "confrontation"). I was out for lunch with my galfriend. We were happily chatting away when we were walking out. From a distance, I saw someone familiar and to my surprise, he was my ex, alone, not expecting he will lunch out and at this hour. I was totally freaked out and didnt know what to do. I just stayed calm and said "hi"when we passed. I am proud of myself as I took the initiative to do so as he just pretended to take out his phone to call and smile to me in a unnatural way.

Just last thursday, I was buying my breakfast in my cafe as early as eight plus and I know I wont be seeing him as he didnt step into office so early. But there was also a first time. He was there while I was packing for my food. We acknowledged and left after we were done buying our food. I guess we both move on in our life so it is not as werid as the last time round.

I am happy for myself as well as for him. Though making the first step is always hard, but this is life and I must agree that human will tend to learn better from the hard way. =) I will continue writing, as instructed by EYE-Z, haha ... and till then, take good care, my friends, and thank Q!