tonight ...

Baby is in camp for the day as he has a event tomorrow ....

After church, I went to meet Shirley for dinner ...

I had not met her for a very long time ... 1 year or even longer ...


She is still the same ... though her marital status now is single ...

broke off with her boyfriend of 4.5 years ...

upset but accepted the fact ... changing her job soon ... becoming HR Manager ...


I told her about me quiting my current job ...

She advised me and shared with me her experiences ...

I feel much better after talking to her ...

at least I know I still have some values in this market ...


anyway, I wish her all the best in her new job and hope she could find a new person in her love life very soon ...

a friend whom I don't wish to lose ...

:)

2 weeks later ...

I am jobless ....

I tendered last Friday ...

serving my 2 weeks notice now ...


I hope I have made the right choice ...

Mum and Bebe support my decision ....

Mum even told me to go further studies ... she said she will pay for me ...


anyway, my ICT is coming ... end July 2008 ...

I will start to search for job and see whether I can get a job ...

if not, I will consider Mum's proposal ....

though not very willing to spend her hard-earned money ...


Let me think about it ...

... ....

Giving up

2 weeks ...

wanted to give up ...

not enough time to do my things ...


I told my superior that I have too many things to complete and too little time on hand ...

and plus, I am doing sales now ("selling" candidates to my clients) ... there is a certain stress level for a newbie like me ...

I need to perform well and also to hit my sales target ...

I told her I don't know whether I am suitable for this industry and be able to deliver well enough ...

she told me to give myself sometimes to adapt to this tough period and not to give myself too much unnecessary stress ....


she adjusts my work scope and I am coping well with it ...

If this is God's plan for me to stay in this industry, I shall stick to it and work hard ...

Trying and trying ...

I have been trying hard to communicate with my mum ...

peacefully and tactfully ...

36 years difference in age seems to be the "obstacle" between the both of us ...

finding common topic ...

mutual understanding ...

enjoying each other's company ...

seem harder than before ...

plus, I am not staying at home nowadays ... makes it even worse ...


anyway, I tell myself to try harder ... put in more effort ...

as she is my mum ... one and only ...

no one can replace her ...


All I hope is that she will understand me and support all my decisions in life ...

tired and lazy

yes ...

this is how I feel after I finish work ...

very tired and lazy ...

don't wish to go out or do anything ...

just want to go home and see Baby ...

laze on bed and rot haha ...