A or B?!

I am on the road of choosing A or B ...

I have been seeking advices from a few people ...

I am not sure whether I should do it this way anot ... as eventually, it will be my call ...

I just want to make sure I will make the right choice after listening ...
but the more I listen, the more I am afraid to make the first step ...

So is it good to have choices in life?
Or is it good to stay in your comfort zone?

To follow your heart or to follow your mind?


I still don't know ...

BITCH ...

I was at Raffles Place just now ... I was there to meet my company agent ...

After my appointment, I went to buy some stationery ...

I remember there is a Christian Bookshop in Raffles Link ... so I thought of trying my luck there as I really know nuts about the place ...

When I entered, there was no one around except a lady browsing through a magazine ...

As I looked around the shop, there wasn't any stationery ... So I decided to ask the lady how to get to the nearest staionery shop ...

You know what ...

She said, "I am not working here ... "

Of course I knew she was not a sale lady there ... so I repeated my question again ...

She gave me the same answer ...

Argh ...

Then a lady came in ... she was the saleswoman there so I asked her the same question ...

though her tone was not good too, but she did give me some directions ...

I left the shop, saying, "she is much friendlier ..."


BITCHY right ... haha ...

Cant stand that lady ... call yourself a Christian ... shame on you sia ...

S$1800??

What can you buy with S$1800?

A PC desktop ...

A tour package ...

or a plastic surgery ... ;)


Anyway, FYI, my galfriend chose the last option ...

it is not really a plastic surgery ... but a few cut on her eyes which cost her S$1800 ...
and that makes her double eyelids ... :) Dunno nice anot ... will meet her next Saturday ... =)


I must emphasize once again ... I am not the only vainpot around lor ...

if you want to be my friend, be VAIN too ... haha ...

Vainpot?

Say who?

hahaha ...

I took a train back and saw this young gal taking pictures of herself with her handphone ... she should be 17 or 18 mah ...


I thought I was VAIN but who knows ... there are other vainpots around haha ...

I am sure I won't have the courage to do this anymore ... of course, not at this age and also definitely not in front of so many people ...


I suppose this is the reason why she kept her handphone away after taking a few pictures ... hehehe .... =D

Party cancelled?!

I am supposed to go clubbing tonight ...

but who knows ...

the birthday gal had food poisoning a few days back when she was outstation ...

poor thing ...

so the party has to be cancelled ...


hmmm ... anyway, if I am not wrong, there should be a part two for this birthday celebration ... =)

He called ...

He called yesterday ...

but I never picked up ...


He called this evening ...

I hesitated whether to pick up his call anot ...


But eventually, I still did ...


Perhaps I just don't wish to get back to the life I was having in the past ...

I would love to move on to square two, instead of moving back to square one ... =D


Nice song from 容祖儿 ... 弃权

很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷

很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退

对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远

爱上你对不对
不再奢望哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔

What else but to ...

CLUB ...


I had not stepped into a club for a long, long, long, long ... ... time.

Never except to be in a gay club again ... haha ... even though I was dead tired ...

Maybe I wanted to rewind and let my hair down ...

or maybe to celebrate my deferment ... YEAH! ... =)


Lesile SMS me and asked me to go Taboo ...

Hadn't been there for quite sometimes ...

Okie music ... nice accompany ... plus, there was a drag show ...
it was a tribute to Mariey Carey ...

Like what the host said, if you are not up to this job, just sit back and SHUT UP ...

*clap, clap ...

=)

Anyway, music resumed after the show and everyone started dancing again ...

I was so thirsty at that time ... I just grabbed a jar on the table and started drinking ...

Opps ... someone was looking at me ... gosh, I got his jar instead of ours ...

But it was his fault lor ... put his jar on our table ...

anyway, I did apologise to him but you know what, he told me that I owned him one mouthful ...

I was pissed off when I heard this ... even though his friend said it was ok ...

I was not sure if he was joking or he really meant it ... but if it was a joke, it was really NOT FUNNY at all lor ...

Though he was someone who acted in some TV shows before, but what big F*** ... big deal huh ...


Don't give a damm ... hahaha ... haha ...


** maybe going clubbing again ... Butter Factory ... my galfriend's birthday party ...

Finally ...

After 2 weeks of waiting ... finally ... I received the letter ... (YEAH!)


What is this letter?!


Why is it so important to me?!


Of course, it is important ... and VERY important somemore ... hahaha ...

This concerns 3 weeks of my time and freedom ... hahaha ...

As I mentioned earlier in my blog, I am called up for IMF training and deployment from 28 August to 20 Sept 2006 ...

But thanks God, my company is shortage of manpower as two of my colleagues left early this month ... that explained why I am able to ask my company to write in for me ... ;)

Anyway, no more worry now ...

three cheers to my freedom ...

and three more cheers to The Forbbiden City ... Cant wait to watch it ... =D

With or without?

yeah, I have a goatee now ... ;)


Some say that I look more man with it ...


while some say I look much more handsome without it ...


so with or withour it?!


But something I must agree with my galfriend ...
no matter how you look ... ugly or fat ...
you must be confident of yourself ..
and moreover, 20s is the prime time of every guy / gal ...

=D

Ops ...

What ops am I referring to?!

NS Operation?

Nah, I mean oral surgery ...

I thought today I would be having my first "operation" in my 23 years of life Haha ...
But who knows ... I was not "cut open"today ... haha ...


Past few weeks, I felt that there is something (a tooth?) coming out from my gum and it should not be the way ... so I decided to go for a check up at the nearby dental polyclinic.

My guessing was right ... spot on ... I have an extra tooth coming out sideway ... strange hor ... I was then referred to Alexandra Hospital Dental Centre for further examination today ...

Before seeing the doctor, I was asked to take an X-ray of my teeth ...
A malay nurse assisted me in doing so ... nothing strange throughout the process and I was rather happy instead when the malay nurse asked me about the perfume brand I was wearing today ... [this meant that I wore the perfume correctly ... :) Not many people knows how to wear a perfume hor ... hahaha] *HAPPY ...

But this happiness didn't last for long ... The doctor examined me and told me an unexpected news ... She showed me the X-ray which I had taken just now ... and you know what, I had two extra teeth at the same spot (one below another), two wisdom teeth coming out sideways and one more wisdom tooth coming out of the gum.

In total, I was told to get rid of these 6 teeth (Plus, one wisdom tooth which is already out), if possible, at one shot ... she said that it is definitely not good to be "put to sleep" so many times ...

Though I still couldn't figure out how come I have so many teeth - 34 in total (a person will normally have 28 - 32 teeth) but I still hope that I will be safe and sound in one piece after the surgery on 1 Nov 06 ... and also that my medisave is RICH enough to pay off this medical fee - $ 920 so ex hor ... haiz ...

$1.60

$1.60 ... what can you buy with it?

Ans: 4 pieces of slice cakes ... =)


After my church event, I walked my galfriend to the bus stop as it was rather unsafe around Geylang area during the night time.

After she had left, I crossed over to the opposite side of the road to get a cab home. But before that, I felt rather hungry and so I decided to get some breads / cakes from Cheers.

I went to the cashier and paid for the 4 pieces of slice cakes. As I didn't have any small change with me at that time, I have no choice but to pay with the $50 note.

But you know what?!

They claimed that they didn't have enough change as well. Ridiculous hor?

I was rather upset (and quite pissed off also) as I thought I might have to give up these 4 slice cakes.

But they were smart enough to ask me to pay by NETS.

Although I must agree that I felt abit weird to pay $1.60 by NETS, but I really had no choice ... Plus, I didn't want to get hungry for the whole night ... ;)

Happy Birthday, Singapore!

Stay young ...

stay happy ...

and stay cool always ...

=D

Not patient enough ...

Yes, I am not patient enough ...
I want to get things done in the best and fastest way ...

Perhaps the encounter I had just now might be a hint from God ... ;)


It was time to knock off ...
While walking to the bus stop, this Indian guy (is he?! haha) approached me, asking me which bus to take so he could reach an MRT station ...
Without hesitation, I told him bus number 62 ...
(I always take this bus to Aljunied MRT and always wait for about 10 - 15 minutes before the bus come)
Wait, wait, wait ...
This guy waited for about 10 minutes ...
He then asked another guy for direction ... (not sure whether I lied to him anot ... haha)
Apparently, that guy was not sure about the route bus number 62 was taking so he told this guy to take bus number 8 instead ...
(Although we can reach Toa Payoh MRT station by bus number 8, but the journey and the time travelled will definitely be longer than taking bus number 62 ... plus, there will always be a traffic jam near the highway ... )
Anyway, bus number 8 came but he didn't board it although he did ask the bus driver some questions ...
Wait, wait, wait ...
Another bus number 8 came ... this time round, he boarded the bus ...
However, he didn't realise that bus number 62 was just turning round the concer ... ;)


So I guess we should learn to be more patient ...

If you can't finish your work today, there will always a tomorrow ...

Just live to the fullest every day ... and don't have any regret ... =D

Back to school days ...

When I was on my way to work today, I saw alot of school children on the street.

Then I realised today was National Day Eve and it was a half day school for all who are studying ... so GOOD ... awww!

Looking at these school children made me reminisce what I had done when I was younger ...


Talking and fooling aloud in group ... whether on the street or in a bus ...

Singing National Day songs when walking ...

Talking bad about others and claiming how good / humbe you are to another friend ...
(I guess most people did this before ... haha ... didn't you?!)

etc. ... etc. ...

Those were the days ... where my troubles seemed so far away ... haha ... :P

Be true to yourself and ...

be true to others as well ...


Nothing beats a clear consicence in you ...


Know how to survive in this competitive society is good enough ...


But never, never resort to ill intentions so to fulfill your objectives ...

Jammed @ AYE?!

Can you imagine I was jammed @ AYE when I was on my way home yesterday night? =)


As our usual practice, my galfriend and I will always share a cab home since we are living in the west and plus, she stays pretty near me ... (She stays in Clementi.)

We always travel via the most convenient way to reach our next destination and as for last night, AYE was the closest expressway from where we boarded the cab.

When we were at the entrance of AYE (Bench Road), we started to realise there were two long queues of vehicles in front of us. Then my galfriend started to remember that there was a firework display near Esplanade. This was to celebrate Singapore's 41th birthday. =D

Therefore, I guess this could be the best reason to eplain why there was a traffic jam @ AYE. Although we were unable to see the entire display (as there were tall trees in front of us), but we were still able to catch a glimpse of the fireworks when the cab moved forward.

Anyway, just one word ... Beautiful! ...

Happy with my life ...

but tired with the people around me ...


Good friends are always there for me when I need them most ...

Though I should be contented, but who doesn't want more sincere friends, especially in a "forbidden" circle ...


After meeting up with someone new yesterday made me feel even more certain that I should stay away from this circle and these people ... as they are too "plastic" ...


Moreover, I am happy with my life ... my job ... my pay (can be better ... haha ... ) ... my family ... my friends ... =D

So tiring ...

Never watch movie on a Monday night, especially it is a 3 hours show ...


Yeah ... it is Pirates of the Carribeans 2 ... Nice show though ... =)


Yawn ... haha ... anyway, the theatre was almost fully packed yesterday ...

Really wondering whether they need to go to work / study today anot ...


As for me, I am ... at work now ... sleepy ... hehehe ...