Feeling ...

on 17 Feb 2008, Sunday ...

feeling depressed ...

lost ...

upset ...


I am fortunate to have Baby with me ...

this helps ... really helps ...

No more ...

Yes ... holiday no more ...

time to work hard ...

work hard in my company?! ... N . O . NO ...

work hard to look for a new job ... =)

Happy Lunar New Year?!

I doubt so ...

I have been losing money this Lunar New Year ...

Haiz ...

not a good start ...

to add onto it, I am unable to find a job for myself ...

feeling depressed and angry ...


Hope God will continue to look after me despite my nonsense ...

I hereby apologise to God if He is offended ... =)

Happy Birthday, Baby

Last Wednesday was Baby's 27th birthday ...

We checked into a chalet room in Downtown East Resort ...

3 days 2 nights ...


I had not been there for a very long time ... a decade I guess ...

many changes ...

a new swimming pool ...

a theme park ...

a leisure fun pool ...

many food stalls and shopping outlets ...


room is spacious and clean ...

there is even a DVD player for our usage ...

it is like a 3 stars hotel room ...


anyway, Elsie, Jo, Ling and Phyllis were there on the 2nd night ...

we had some cakes and drinks ...


simple birthday celebration ...

Hope Baby enjoyed himself ... :D

How to say Sorry?!

I am still learning ...

I was not taught to say sorry since I was young ...


perhaps this is how I was brought up ...

or maybe it is the gene planted in me before I was born ...


anyway, if saying sorry can solve many problems, I will definitely say it ...

even though I am not in the wrong ...

but sometimes it is the big E which is hindering us from saying the letter S

Yes, EGO ...

we cant swallow it and say it out ...


think about it ...

we may lose someone dear if we are not able to say sorry in time ...

I mean losing him forever ...

so either say it out or just shut up ...

as simple as that ...


but as I have said in the beginning ...

I am still learning ... =)

Unfaithful

At age of 25, I should be flirting around ... or even worst, sleeping around ...

though I am not very eye candy ... or very hunky ...

but I believe people will still go after me if I want something more ...


In actual fact, I still receive flirting SMS every now and then ...

tempting me to be unfaithful ...

I must admit this since I am not a Saint ... never one before ...


but looking back and ponder ...

I really cant do it even though I have urge at times ...

knowing my baby will get very upset if he knows about it ...

the things Baby did for me ...

the love and concern Baby showered on me ...


Anyway, I am very much in love with my baby ...

hope this strong feeling will last ... :)