Yeah ... it has been a month ...

... since I started working ...


Many things had happened the last two months ... but don''t worry, I am still in one piece.


Though today is the starting of a week but tomorrow is PAY DAY ... so I guess the blueness is not so intense for me ... hahaha

Last night was FUN ...

PART 1

I went to meet my Angels (2 turned up and 1 was sick) ....


We decided to have a drink @ alleybar ...
It was my first time there ... Nice place and atmosphere ...


I don't know whether I look cool or what but actually got a few glances from someone hahaha =P


PART 2

I brought my galfriends to MOX as they have never stepped into a gay bar before and want to go there to have a look ...


Mox was good ... crowd was nice and music got better later in the night.
We had drinks and chatted anything under the sun ... It was really fun gossipping about people in the bar ... haha

Anyway, again, had some glances from someone but too bad, that person was not daring enough to approach me ... too bad ... hahaha

Maybe my galfriends were right ... perhaps I was with them ... and that person thought otherwise ... =P

Oh yeah ...

Life is not about someone ... and someone alone ... hahaha


Yeah ... so nice to sleep until so late ... hahaha ... I just woke up lah haahaha ...



Anyway, I will enjoy my Sat night with my 3 Angels ... =) hope my neck is not so stiff anymore ....

... ...

Tired ...


So tired ... ...


Too tired ... ... ...

Abit disappointed ...

I can't blame anyone ... but myself ...


Perhaps I expect too much from people / things and when they cant meet my standards / requirements, I will tend to feel lousy or down.


So I guess it is to time for me to let go of all my expectations and stay focus ...

Don't put too much hope on someone or something ...

Just take a step at a time mah ... then I will not be disappointed that easily ... =)

Something I learnt when ...

... I was in STORM hair salon yesterday ...


Fyi, I am there for these 3 reasons:

1. when I need a haircut badly;
2. I am upset and need to have a brand new look;
3. I need to de-stress and relax as it really works for me


Anyway, as usual, my hairstylist's face black black (but he is rather good in his profession ... Creative Director sia) and we seldom talked ...

So I read magazine lor ...

Something I read from BRO which I like to share with all ...


"You cant choose how you look, BUT you can choose to smile ..."

Think about it ... =)

No big deal ...

Was pretty upset in the afternoon but hey, I am fine now ...


No problem too BIG ... Thanks to you, Lesile ...


It has been a few months since I met up with you, my friend ... I always like chatting with you but I really hope that when I meet up with you the next time round, I will not be in "deep shit" again haha ...


Anyway, learnt my fair share ... We learn as we mature ... =)

101 ...

This is my 101 posting ...


and I am tearing apart ...


I want to cry ... I want to shop ... =(

F*** ...

... you are a good kisser ...



I take it as a compliment lor haha ... =D

Yesterday & today ...

I went for a swim yesterday .. wow my stamina sucked ... it is high time to buck up ... Plus sunburnt sia ...


Anyway, I went shopping today @ orchard while waiting for my galfriend to knock off ... wow guess how much I spent ...

$150 in 1 hour sia haha ... 2 pants and 1 bag ... =)


Need to save when my pay comes in this month end ... haha ...

Time to swim ...

Yes ... it has been a long long time since I swim and sunbath ...


Guess it is about time ... =)

Bitchy me ...

I went to buy a google just now so that I could swim with my friend in the future.


With the help of the salesman, I was trying my best to pick the most worth of money google there.


Then here came a sales aunty, giving her 2 cents worth of advice, saying that the best is the most expensive one lor ...


I returned to her nicely, saying NOT NECESSARY ... which shut her mouth immediately ... hahaha

Bitchy me hor ...


I am not mad at her for cracking that joke but I guess it is not suitable for her to do so at that point of time mah ... so just too bad lor ... hahahaha

What is happening to this world?!

Having an incurable disease makes you realise how precious life is?!



Or cutting yourself with a penknife helps you realise that you are still alive?!



Remember, I was supposed to meet a friend for dinner tonight but he postponed it last night.

Why?

It is because he has yet to let go of his past. He even cut himself to make him realise that he is still breathing.

It perhaps also acts as a form of reminder to him that he should not repeat the mistakes again mah ... or maybe he is simply too hurt by whoever or whatever ...

haiz ...



This morning, I received news that my friend is infected with STD. It is because of his partner's unloyalty that caused him to get it. haiz ... What can I say ...



I guess it is not just a wake up call for me or my friends but everyone in this world.

Life is precious and we should take good care of it ... I really mean it ... :)

The day after V day ...

So few people in Orchard tonight ...

perhaps everyone was too tired and drained from yesterday's celebration ...
both mentally and physically I guess ... haha ... wahaha ...


Anyway, just went for dinner ... nothing much except he was always on his phone ...

For tomorrow, will be coming home mah as my friend just SMSed me saying it will not be a good time to meet tmw ... so I guess will have to find someone else to dine with me hahaha

See my mood first lor ... hahaha

How TRUE?!

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE & sooo hard to please


How TRUE?! ... you decide ...

Wow what a night ...

Haha went dinner with my god bro in bugis ...

saw so many gals holding flowers ... haha ... I don't know why but I felt so funny (a feeling I couldn't describe) that it is better for me to be single ...

perhaps I will have more chances flirting around and getting more attention ... haha ...wahaha


Anyway, something I noticed over the past few weeks ... I seemed to get alot of "stares" when I was in office wear.

Is it because I look tooooooooooooooo young in one ... or I look too GOOD to be real hahaa ....

Or because I look like HIM ---> Chen Weilian?


But one thing for sure, I like the ATTENTION!!!

I have a dinner date tomorrow ... will update ... =)

Lonely?! NO WAY ...

In love with you …


Wow what a song on V. day …


What is LOVE? I still don’t understand …


Perhaps till the day I eventually close my eyes for a long sleep, I will still never get it …


Maybe this is LOVE …


I believe no matter how big your age gap is or whether you are as of the same sex … LOVE can still work out … it is whether you want it anot …


Anyway, I don’t think I am in the best position to talk about LOVE now as I am still single … hahaha … but won’t be lonely these few days as I have dates … hahahaha …

Happy Valentine Day

Thought I will not spend my V day alone this year ... but ... haiz ... naive me haha


Anyway, spread the LOVE around ... so what you are single?!


You still can celebrate with your friends, right? ... =)

MSN address changed ...

Please add me in your MSN list ... jfmy1106@gmail.com ...

Thank you ...

Yes man ... ...

not one ... not two ... but alot of people told me this before ...


Yesterday @ dinner, we were all chatting away and suddenly, one of my friends told me that I look like Project Superstar, Chen Weilian ...

I was not surprised as he is not the first one telling me this ... neither I was upset as he is really a talent at singing ...

But it is really true that I look like him??! Hmmm ... ...

Perhaps abit mah hahaha ... Let me know if you think so too =)

Why you look so SEXY today ....

hahaha ... I was taken aback when my boss asked me this ...

hahaha shocked at first but happy though ...

Anyway, I did check out myself couples of times in the mirror ... yeah ... I did look smart in that pinky shirt hahahaha ...


P.S. I really hope I get well soon ... haiz ...

Love ...

Love just hurts and doesn't bring happiness to me ...


Guess I should work hard to keep myself occupied and I could be successful in the end ... provided God is on my side too ... =)

More on last night's function ...

... finally met my boss' wife last night ...


That man is friendly but that woman doesn't sound so nice ... got it? Maybe she is afraid I may snatch away her husband lor hahaha ...


Besides, I also got to know how my boss socializes with people and YES, he has many other business on hand which I don't even know hor ...

Anyway, no matter what, I will still do my best in assisting him and see where it will lead me to ... =)

First business function ...

... though I was sick and tired ...


Not very used to this kind of gathering ...


Anyway, it was an eye opener for me ... Time for bed ... will blog more when I am better ...

I am SICK ...

Felt so SICK today ... Perhaps didn't sleep enough and drink enough water ...


So time for bed now ... ZZZZ ...

Last night ... Part 2

Forget to write it down ... funny incident in Happy ...


I exchanged for two glasses of vodka and was looking for my friend ... While doing so, a guy accidentally hit my chin with his lollypop as he was way too happy chatting with his friends and didn't realise his actions were far too exaggerating ...


Though he knew it was his fault, he didn't apologise but instead, he just smiled the best he could at me ... but I didn't buy it for he is shorter and not as cute as me hahaha ... sorry for being SOOOOOOOO mean ... hahha wahahaha


Therefore, he had no choice but to say sorry unwillingly as I just stood beside him waiting for him to open his golden mouth hahaha ... You really should just stand there and watch his facial expression ... damm funny sia ... hahaha =P

Last night ...

My first time @ MOS - Ministry Of Sound ... very cool ... BIG is the word and the music is not as bad as I was told by my friends ... Different rooms catered for different people ... Retro, R&B, Hip hop ... =)


However, it sucked BIG time when I went over to Happy =( ... Perhaps I was not prepared to go there at all or the usual buddies like Issac and Huijia were not with me ... or it was just because I am not used to becoming "plastic" anymore haha ...

Though it was not fun, with my friend talking and flirting around but there is always good time during the bad. ;) A very long time never contacted friend come over to say hello ... cute leh (even my friend said so haha) ... but the worst thing is that I forgot to get his number sia ... haiz ... sotong leh ...


Anyway, I am pretty sure that I won't go there so often after last night ... although I may still consider if the right person / crowd is going ... wahahaha :P

Soooooo F***ing FUN ... ...

Never thought people could be so fake ... although one doesn't like you, but one will PRETEND that one could be friendly and nice to you when you are with one ... *PUKE* ... anyway, I am not like this lor as I am not a piece of plastic ... =P


Yesterday, was so F***ing FUN lor ... met a group of new friends and they are all so NICE ... Thanks Sandy for inviting =) ... One of the best gatherings we had so far, not like the bitching and backstabbing kind ...


**Hope I can organise one for all the nice people out there once my work is stable. =)

Deleted ...

1 year and 4 months ... ...


just one click and they are out of my life ... ...


I have been thinking and thinking ... ...


Dunno want to or not ... but guess need to delete them off before my life can reborn again hahaha ...


Issac said I will regret ... I really dunno but I guess time will tell mah ... =)

First day @ work ...

Nothing much ... just had a few hours of discussion with Boss ...


Everything sounded fun and exciting to me ... but I am not sure whether I am capable for all the inputs anot ... anyway, take one step @ a time mah ...


Mental drained ... hahaha ... wahahaha ... =P